Worrying and rushing don't work....anymore.... in my new life chapter. They don't create what I desire and long to have in my life, they won't make more magic, they don't share love or heal wounds and heartache. Worrying is all about 'what if' and 'what if' is a poisonous additive to my daily desires. 'What if' is a phantom, an apparition that shows up like a ghost in my dreams, whose only duty is to frighten me and keep me small in my expressions, childlike in my power and filled with fear.
Rushing is a fear of not getting what I want or missing out on a prize or side-stepping all the bits of synchronicity and bits of magic that lie at my feet and buzz around my head because I'm in such a hurry I don't see them. To rush is to risk missing out on the serendipicious treats that shower me with invitations to play if only I might pause and pace myself to see and receive.
Worry and rush are no friends to me, though I'm completely guilty of trusting in both; often. They'll never fill my bank account, my dinner plate or my wardrobe closet. I've come to recognize how much they've sucked the life out of me over the years. And maybe now I'm done with both of them so much so, that I just might try living without the two troublemakers.
Confidence will be my choice over the worry bug and Ease will be my preferred style of motion. I'm inviting Synchronicity and Magic to hang out wth me every day.
I'm imagining a much better relationship with myself!
I took a moment here to look up a good quote on worry to add to the blog and this is what I found.
“According to Vedanta, there are only two symptoms of enlightenment, just two indications that a transformation is taking place within you toward a higher consciousness. The first symptom is that you stop worrying. Things don't bother you anymore. You become light-hearted and full of joy. The second symptom is that you encounter more and more meaningful coincidences in your life, more and more synchronicities. And this accelerates to the point where you actually experience the miraculous.
― Deepak Chopra, Synchrodestiny: Harnessing the Infinite Power of Coincidence to Create Miracles
Thanks Deepak! You expressed it so much better!
I'll let you know what happens next as I open up to new friends Synchronicity and Magic.~~